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[Jan. 6th, 2006|10:54 am] |
hey! forget the livejournal, i made a myspace. check it out im proud of myself! its beautiful i promise!
www.myspace.com/lexizzlemiamor
<3 ya!
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|10:55 pm] |
Hey i changed my user name, but I havent written in it yet. It is lexmiamor for those of you who care. <3 ya.
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|07:27 pm] |
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okay, well i feel like the biggest dumbass ever. i get back from mexico to find out jeremiah fucked some other girl, let alone someone you could consider related to me. i am definately changing my livejournal name, i will update when i get a new one to tell you what it is. i fucking hate boys. fuck them all. and i hate cheaters. with a fucking passion. so, to anyone i ditched while i was with jeremiah, i am so sorry. trust me, its all coming back in my face. well, to those of you who care, you can call me whenever 971-8835. to those of you who dont, fuck off and never talk to me again. Later.
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[Dec. 26th, 2005|01:20 pm] |
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god, i miss my matthew. mexico has been fun, but its been 6 days. im ready to come home! lol. i really really want to see jeremiah. i miss him like crazy. i dunno. i love mexico, but i want to go home. merry christmas everybody, even tho its a day late. it doesnt feel anything like christmas here. it just felt like any other day. and 85 degree christmas. it stinks. i want snow. i miss snow. i miss pooty. and sad as it is to say, i miss springfield! i will never leave you again i promise. Te quiero mucho.
Besa Me,
lexa katline |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|09:07 pm] |
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
Chorus:I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be loves suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, Your'e my Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
Chorus
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
Chorus
Chorus
The greatest fan of your life.
For my matthew. Im in Mexico. I am having fun, but god i miss you pooty. i cant wait till the 31st so we can actually stay together. I miss sleeping next to you. think of me always everyday. I will see you in 9 days my love.
Beso Me,
Lexa Katlin |
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[Dec. 18th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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jeremiah, im hoping you find this while i am gone...
Oh my god am I going to miss you or what. We have been doing so great the past 2 weeks, I dont know what i am going to do without you. I promise to call you everyday, and I am so sorry for missing christmas. but it will all be alright, because we have plently christmases ahead of us. i love you so much. you are my muffin. my pooty. my baby. my matthew. think of me always everyday i am gone. i will anticipate my return the second i leave your house. be good for me lol. dont get in any trouble like you did last time. i love you so much. you will be fine without me, its only 10 days! love you matthew, and love you to everyone else! i will miss you all. merry christmas.
<3
Matthew's Katlin |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|05:36 pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISH IAIENNARO
~This is stolen from Lydia R. (i know ill mispell it, so yeah..just R)
10 firsts
first best friend: elizabeth smith in preschool, but she moved to georgia before kindergarten :0(
first concert: the wallflowers at the fair lol
first screen name: hmm..i think it was Alexa82988 when i was 11.
first enemy: lol umm..i think it was emily smith in kindergarten! hah we didnt get along then cuz she liked this kid named luke and i did too, but i heart her now!
first piercings: ears.
first crush: a kid named luke in my kindergarden class (the one that me and emily smith fought over). he had luekemia, but he was a cutie
first music: whatever my mom had on vh1
first school: first congregational for preschool..on cherry rd.
9 lasts:
last cigarette: um..an hour ago
last kiss: jeremiah after school :o)
last movie seen: harry potter 4 with jeremiah!! lol
last phone call: with trish cuz shes aposed to be here now!!
last cd played: i dont listen to cds anymore cuz i lack a cd player
last bubble bath: god..forever!!
last time you had sex: hah honestly? umm..saturday i think?
last time you ate something: school lunch
last time you drove: um half an hr ago
8 have you evers:
have you ever dated your best friend: lol jeremiah..which i am still currently dating
have you ever skinny dipped: yep
have you ever been on tv: yeah for school blood drive and for the vachel lindsay house
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: definately yes
have you ever fallen in love: yes and madly
have you ever lost someone you loved: well, i did, but i got him back. lol.
have you ever been depressed: of course who hasnt
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: yes but i was not sober so does it still count?
7 places you've been to:
1. Mexico
2. New Orleans
3. Pheasant Run Trailer Park :o)
4. Minnesota
5. Wisconsin
6. Missouri
7. Wal-mart (in taylorville, springfeild west side and north side, in mexico, in new orleans..in..everywhere)
6 things you've done today:
1. made out for 10 minutes in the school parking lot with everyone watching and going "whoo-hoo!"
2. gone poop
3. took hayley somehwere..she never rides in my car
4. talked about smoking weed with my psychology/sociology teacher
5. realized it was trishs birthday!
6. wrote a letter to my 4th grade teacher, cuz ima visit him and job shadow him for a day for school
5 favorite things in NO order:
1. jeremiah
2. trish/mexico
3. food
4. friends
5. sleep
4. people you can tell anything to:
1. jeremiah
2. sam
3. trish
4. ....sam lol
3 wishes:
1. i wish i could do christmas in mexico AND christmas at home
2. to be a mother and support my kids
3. to always be madly in love
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. be a mom/be married
2. go to italy
1 thing you regret:
1. lying. specially to jeremiah |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2005|05:20 pm] |
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
1. I died from natural causes:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:
WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?:
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
15. Hold my hand?:
16. Take a bullet for me?:
17. Keep in touch?:
18. Try and solve my problems?:
19. Love me?:
20. Date me?:
HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?:
22. Wanted to kiss me?:
23. Wanted to kill me?:
24. Broke my heart?:
25. Kept something important from me?:
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
AND MORE:
27. Who are you?:
28. Are we friends?:
29. When and how did we meet?:
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression of me?:
32. Do you still think that way about me now?:
33. What reminds you of me?:
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
35. How well do you know me?:
36. When's the last time you saw me?:
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|11:16 pm] |
Things are so much better, and I am so in love. I am going to see Harry Potter 4 tommorow, cuz my boyfriend is awesome and is going to take me! i hate all this homework bs, but right now i dont even care. Now go away, or i will get you love drunk off my hump. Peace!
<3
Lexa Katlin |
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[Nov. 7th, 2005|09:30 pm] |
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heartbroken and depressed. not much else to say. i just hate the time periods in ones life where everything has to be so fucked up. if they are not fucked up, they get fucked up in the process of trying to fix your other fucked up things. i have not hated life for forever, 3 years, and now, i am beginning to hate life. i dont want to, but i guess god has a plan. fuck the fucked up things in life. i wish i could get my head straight. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2005|11:34 pm] |
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hello everyone. everything in my life is either boring or chaotic. i have a lot of stuff do this weekend! what a busy life i am having. i went to trishs house. i have missed her mother buttloads! anywayz, not much else is going on in my life. me and jeremiah are no longer. dunno if its gunna work out or not. life is so confusing |
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|08:01 pm] |
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i love you all.
<3
Alexa |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
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haha i wanted to update..but..i just didnt know what to say. nothing interesting, nothing new. so lo and behold! another long boring survey! i have no life, but it made 5 minutes pass by all right.
| The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! | | What is your favorite.. | | gum: | Trident original | | restaurant: | hm..olive garden or d'arcys | | drink: | pepsi freeze | | season: | summer | | type of weather: | warm | | emotion: | elated | | thing to do on a half day: | eat the pizza hut buffet | | late-night activity: | watching movies | | sport: | hm..not a sport person | | city: | puerto vallarta | | store: | target! lol | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | today | | played a sport: | i played football today!! sorta.. | | laughed: | today | | hugged someone: | today | | kissed someone: | today | | felt depressed: | hm today | | felt elated: | hm..today | | felt overworked: | last week | | faked sick: | hm iono | | lied: | hm iono | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | love you | | thing you ate: | cheesy potatoes | | song you listened to: | underoath..dunno the name of the song | | thing you drank: | chris's tea | | place you went to: | burlington coat factory | | movie you saw: | the 6th sense | | movie you rented: | hm iono | | concert you attended: | hob gob (if that counts) | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | lol oh god..here we go: jeremiah | | cried over: | jeremiah | | kissed: | jeremiah | | danced with: | jeremiah | | shared a secret with: | angela | | had a sleepover with: | dunno | | called: | meghan | | went to a movie with: | jeremiah | | saw: | jeremiah | | were angry with: | JEREMIAH | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | jeremiah | | obsessed over: | jeremiah (obviously and pathetically) | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | yep | | kissed someone: | yes | | done drugs: | yes | | drank alcohol: | yes | | slept around: | nope | | partied 'til the sun came up: | hah yes | | had a movie marathon: | umm..iono | | gone too far on a dare: | definate yes | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | yes | | taken a survey quite like this before: | i dont effin know | Take this survey | Find more surveys
You've been totally Bzoink*d |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|10:55 pm] |
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okay, so life is blah. im busting my ass at school this year, and i might be pullin off some straight A's. I am gunna be so proud of myself if that happens. so yeah. for those of you who care, me and jeremiah are great, and i heart him to death. i must once again thank jessimica jean kateri tekakwitha minder for supplying my dinner tonight with the gourmet meal of nelson center. i love free stuff, it tastes so much better. anyway, that just about sums up my life. and..lauren makes me feel special because she comments to my nonesense. lol. i love her as well! i donated blood again today. i was on the news for it, and yeah, they interviewed me but didnt show me talkin or nothing. fuck new channel 20. bastards. anywayz, lady fucked up my arm, and now its bruised. oh well. i will live, and i am making jeremiah donate with me at the blood bank in 3 months! yay, because i can make him do a lot of things. god, i love him. i love everybody right now. except julia. dirty loud whore. love yall! Beso Me
<3 always,
Lexa Katlin
Oh my lord, i just went through my old journal, and check this shit out. this would be the first time me and jeremiah kissed ever. i felt like i was floating on the cloud taht day. it just brought back some memories, so id like to share it with the class:
Sunday, November 30, 2003
wow...so many effed up things have happened in the past 24 hours, and only a couple of people know. i, myself am still in shock of anything that has happened, but its quite a confidential subject. so to the select few that know, thank you. i dont know what feelings i have for someone, or rather, what they have for me, and what would even happen if there were. well, i know without a doubt what feelings i have, i just hope i dont get hurt in this process, because that is what i am afriad and i think is going to happen. i feel 'dazed and confused'. i want to be with him, but i feel like i shouldnt. i dont know if thats because of the hurt it will cause for other people, or just what it will cause for me. maybe im willing to risk getting hurt, if it just means being with him for however long it will last. sometimes you want someone so bad youre willing to do anything to be with them. god, i really do love him. you know who you are, and i am glad i got this out. well, me and april are about to leave to get some food. much love to all of my gangsters.
~AlExA
22 days.... |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|06:31 pm] |
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Answer and repost.
1. initials: ACM
2. name someone with the same birthday as you: Micheal Jackson! (no kid)
3. where was your last kiss? In this chair 2 secs. ago
4. for or against same sex marriage? For, just b/c i dont care.
5. are you homophobic? nope
6. are you bisexual? nope
7. do you believe in God? I dont know
8. how many US states have you been to? only 6
9. how many of the US states have you lived in? 1
10. have you ever lived outside the US? no
11. name something you like physically about yourself: my hair
12. name something non physical you like about yourself: hm..i dont?
13. what is the current rumor travelling around about someone?i dont effin know
14. what is your dream car? i dont have one.. i love my car.
15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? italy, or paris
16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone? duh
17. how many concerts have you gone to? too many to count
18. do you download music? no not really
19. how many illegal things have you done? i do a lot of illegal things..
20. where would you want to go on a first date? i dont care, as long as i get a make-out session hah
21. Would you date the person who posted this? no
22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? yes but a corny one
23. ever been kissed under fireworks? yes..i was scared!
24. Do you like president Bush? hell nah
25. have you ever bungee jumped? nope
26. have you ever white-water rafted? nope
27. have you ever crashed a car? nope
28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? yes..sick *blah*
29. have you met a real redneck? YES
30. are you interested in anyone right now? yep
31. what song are you listening to right now? nothing
32. what is your current favorite song? hmm...i dont have a fave rite now
33. what was the last movie you watched?
34. who was the last person that told you they loved you? Jeremiah
35. where was the last place you went besides your house? jason adams' house
36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? does the state's count??
37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? yes..but not out of anger
38. Deleted a question because it was dumb on a survey? no?
39. whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair, or smile
40 This question was deleted: okay?
41. what do you usually order from starbucks? mocha frappacino
42. what is one of your sexual fantasies? hah i dont have any
44. say something totally random about youself: my feet stink
45. do you have an i-pod? no
46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? hah yeah..but it was joel saying i looked like that girl off the pepsi commercial! haha
47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv show? of course
48. do you have braces? nope'
49. are you comfortable with your height? yeah i suppose..im kinda short tho
51. when do you know its love? undescribible..you just know it is
52. do you speak any other languages besides English? a little bit of spanish..ive been to mexico 3 times so yeah im alright with it
53. what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out? at a party? vanilla vodka w/ orange soda (thanks erika w)
54. what magazines do you read? cosmo girl, seventeen, cosmopolitan
55. have you ever ridden in a limo? yep
56. has anyone you were close with passed away? yes
58. whats something that really annoys you? when jeremiah gets mad
59. whats something you really like? jeremiah when hes not mad
60. do you like Michael Jackson? i like his birthday! lol
61. can you dance? no..
62. have you ever surfed? nope
63. do you know how to pump gas? yes?
64. do you drive? yes
65. whats the latest you have ever stayed up? umm...prollay 30 hrs
66. have you ever thought you were honestly going to die? yes but im not gunna say
67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency? nope
68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? yes, god yes. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
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Well, im back after a short break. Life is extremely stressful right now, but i am managing. Not much new stuff that i can say. School is my main stresser right now, but work is getting there too. i am enjoying life for the most part, and thats all i can say. i heart pooty, and taco bell. April and Tyler come home saturday for 2 weeks!!! yay!!!! Peace Out.
<3
Lexa Katlin |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|10:32 pm] |
Well, school is still interesting, and it still blows balls. i hate reading, and we read all the time. my brain doesnt think fast enough to read. so yeah. meghan had her dr. apt and its confirmed that shes knocked up. she got her vitamins and that pre natal care stuff so shes all hooked up. aunt lala stikes again!jessimica jean kateri tekakwitha minder is awesome, cuz she works at nelson center and gives us free junk. god bless her cuz i was some starvin. lol. well, im off to bed. farewell. beso me.
<3
Lexa Katlin |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
well, school is interesting. life is interesting. i am happy but stressed. ap classes suck my balls. I love Pooty. The End.
<3
Alexa
oh yeah, Meghan is pregnant. lol. knew that was coming eventually. and no, 19 isnt too young. so i am an aunt to be..in like, 9 months. congrats, o sister of mine. youll be a young hot mama, and all of your kids guy friends are gunna be like 'dang dude..ur moms hot..' ha ha. dont get skinny again once you get fat. im tired of being the only fat kid! love ya. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2005|10:07 pm] |
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My birthday is tommorow. So much for a good birthday. |
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